Monday, December 30, 2024
Dirty Women (For Ozzy) by Alex S. Johnson
Sunday, December 29, 2024
the reality that awaits them By J.J. Campbell
a pounding headache
with any luck you'll
be dead by the morning
the woman of your dreams
is off fucking her true lover
and if you ever want to let
the young poets know
that is the reality
that awaits them
dancing with the devil
is reserved for a higher
class of degenerate
get used to the sewers
to the cheap booze
to women as lost
as you truly are
she swore she could
shit out rainbows if
given enough drugs
would you rather eat
or be entertained
she said she knows
a guy a few blocks
away that sells some
good shit
old enough to know now
that is never a good sign
J.J. Campbell (1976 - ?) is old enough to know better. He's been widely published over the years, most recently at Synchronized Chaos, Disturb the Universe Magazine, The Beatnik Cowboy, Lothlorien Poetry Journal and Black Coffee Review. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.
Friday, December 27, 2024
My first visit to the Pagan festival By Brian Rosenberger
I visited the Pagan fest yesterday.
Not that I’m a practicing or non-practicing Pagan.
I was curious and wanted to see what it was all about.
Old school mythology has always been an interest
Since I was a kid – Norse, Roman. Greek, Egyptian.
Those stories always held more interest to me
Than those told in Sunday school.
The fest was kind of a bust. No human sacrifices.
No half naked women dancing around,
Chanting at the moon
At least not when I was there, just after lunch.
No goats, no black cats, no toads,
Nothing resembling a witch’s familiar,
Other than some annoying, toad-looking kids.
Not even a single broomstick in sight.
Just a lot of incense, homemade soap, fake fairy wings,
Tea samples, rodent bones, Tarot decks,
Folk art with chickens, cows, and tornadoes,
And people who wanted to chat.
I asked about the ceremony
Involving a sacrifice and orgy afterwards.
Did entrance to that cost extra?
Would condoms be provided?
Or wipes to clean off the blood?
The festival goers who previously wanted to chat
Suddenly lost all interest.
God damn close-minded pagans.
Brian Rosenberger lives in a cellar in Marietta, GA and writes by the light of captured fireflies. He is the author of As the Worm Turns and three poetry collections - Poems That Go Splat, And For My Next Trick..., and Scream for Me.
Sunday, December 22, 2024
Proverbs 34 By Catherine Zickgraf
Wise women have said
bongs do not belong in bed.
At least take heed to hold in all
the holes should you tilt or turn.
And if you decide
to function high in the world,
draw circles to roam wild within.
Even when you try
bending time and space and
the laws of energy and matter,
go forth always with caution.
Two lifetimes ago, Catherine performed her poetry in Madrid. Now her main jobs are to write and hang out with her family. You can find her in the Bluesky. Watch and read more at www.caththegreat.blogspot.com
Saturday, December 21, 2024
Come By Tim G.Young
in the cadillac i shot my load
off the highway on a dusty road
the sun going steady with a big black cloud
a dog by the fence howling loud
Amy was great but now long gone
before i even put the condom on
i had to finish all by myself
since there wasn't anybody else
but that was okay i still had the car
and i had the keys and a mason jar
i drank it all every drop down
started the cadillac rode to town
found Amy in the local saloon
with swinging doors and a red baloon
drinking and singing up on stage
i would've preferred it was a cage
when it was over she's next to me
buys me a drink gives me some tea
she looked at me funny and then she said
sorry about the car i only do it in bed
Tim is a published author and singer/songwriter. Originally from Easton, Pa. But the real formative years were spent
in NYC. After a long run we loaded up the truck and moved to Beverly, Hills that is. Not true, but I like it. Actually the wilds of Arizona,
where all the magic happens in the dry of the desert. You could have fooled me. Thanks to John Patrick Robbins and Susan Tepper.
Wednesday, December 18, 2024
Portentous Ploy By Jay Simpson
Ideas served in concrete
wrapped in censorship’s freeforall
side dishes filled with foie gras
seasoned with Fandango’s peppered sauce
fortified wines blackened verses
battle line’s fiery couplet withdraws
Portentous Ploy stands rigid
dysphoria’s antidote crystal ball
headline’s acrobatic discourse
acceptance’s slow thinking stance
reality breaks into bullshit
AI designs the latest you
Tuesday, December 17, 2024
Love Note on the Car By Daniel S. Irwin
Sorry but I don't
Worship the ground
You walk on. And
You've got a kind of
Rank body odor that
Really kills the mood.
Whatever I saw in you
To begin with came
From lookin' at you
Through the bottom
Of a bottle. So, not
Actually meaning any
Offense, but you're
Not the dream I ever
Wanted. More like
A nightmare that
Keeps coming back.
Let's just end this
Right now. I can't
Handle upchucking
Every time we screw.
Love ya.
(P.S. I hope I put this
on the right car.)
Monday, December 16, 2024
A Monkey on Our Backs By April Ridge
Sometimes when I look at myself
in the mirror
I can’t shake the image of
Monstro Elisasue.
Created out of neglect,
out of selfish greed of consumption.
My need sometimes overbearing
in the most inconvenient ways.
I think of my 20 year old legs:
the hamstrings, the back of the knee,
the calves shaped perfectly.
But now look at me,
43 and struggling to fit
into any semblance of my former self,
veiny ankles, patella collapsed inward…
unrecognizably wrinkly.
We must learn to grow
without expectation of clinging on
to the old shapes of ourselves.
We must be willing to
let the former selves go
lest they become a monkey on
our backs
bulging outward
in an eerie smile
as we lumber onward
toward an undetermined finish line.
April Ridge lives in the expansive hopes and dreams of melancholy rescue cats. She thrives on strong coffee, and lives for danger. In the midst of Indiana pines, she follows her heart out to the horizon of reality and hopes never to return to the misty sands of the nightmarish 9 to 5. April aspires to beat seasonal depression with a well-carved stick, and to one day experience the splendor of the Cucumber Magnolia tree in bloom.
Sunday, December 15, 2024
Tennessee By Jay Passer
She insists
Chivalry is not dead!
after a cab driver
by some miracle of modern technology
opened the cab door for her
It's your cleavage I said
The outright buoyancy
Malibu Barbie with a Tennessee twang
meets
the San Francisco barista poetaster
You're from New York, huh?
Why does everybody ask me that?
Maybe because you can be a real dick?
I didn't know being a dick
had geographical origins
We're depleted after
hungover sex
Entwined
on top of her Kia bunk beds
when the clock-radio
started blaring about a
terrorist attack
on the World Trade Center in New York City
What a coincidence, that's where I'm from!
Shhh! My brother's wife's uncle
works in one of those buildings!
So dramatic
I didn't know anybody in New York
I didn't like New Yorkers
since they were all Yankees fans
Bunch of assholes
Serves 'em right
Oh my god, you're horrible!
How can you hate the entire
population of a city based on
such a childish theory?
Her accent was so
cute
I wanted to fuck it
so I let her punctilious observation go
But there's always an end
and dwelling in it
is a kind of specialty of mine
I broke up with her because she liked to entertain
a retinue of male admirers
before noon on weekend mornings
when I
preferred it quiet
the hammers in my eardrums
from carousing away the night
barely subsided
Stop being such a grouch! So annoying...
We were watching
the last season of The Sopranos
Drinking cheap champagne
and it was raining
when I realized she was just another
in a line of false replacements
for the Chrissie Hyndes and Tatum O'Neals of my youth
I stood up suddenly and walked out
the door
Lit an American Spirit and started up Fremont Ave
towards 45th
I could feel her
behind me
barefoot on the sidewalk in her pjs
shivering and watching my figure recede
I didn't turn around to look back
So dramatic
Saturday, December 14, 2024
Glimmer By John Drudge
The streets yawn and spit
Exhaling the bitter breath
Of gasoline and regret
Cracks spilling shadows
That stretch thin
Beneath the dim hum
Of neon
Broken bottles
Glint like jagged stars
Constellations
Of forgotten nights
Kerouac’s highways
Turned into alleys
Too tired to dream
Broken promises
Mingling
With the slow drag
Of shoes
The air the taste
Of rust and damp
The sky a bruise
Of indifference
But even in decay
The city holds a pulse
Faint but defiant
Beating for those
Who still stumble
Through its shadowed veins
Seeking something more
In the grit
Toward a single streetlight
Barely more than a glimmer
John is a social worker working in the field of disability management and holds degrees in social work, rehabilitation services, and psychology. He is the author of four books of poetry: “March” (2019), “The Seasons of Us” (2019), New Days (2020), and Fragments (2021). His work has appeared widely in numerous literary journals, magazines, and anthologies internationally. John is also a Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominee and lives in Caledon Ontario, Canada with his wife and two children.
Friday, December 13, 2024
it is never easy By J.J. Campbell
it seems a few lifetimes
ago but there once was
this beautiful woman
that bought you a drink
in the bar one morning
after work
you were lost in flowery
language, hoping to impress
her and as usual the moment
passed
it is never easy to be yourself
when you have never met that
side of your soul
wading in dysfunction
the bottle is always cheaper
than therapy
no matter how expensive
they want to make
the good shit
J.J. Campbell (1976 - ?) is old enough to know better. He's been widely published over the years, most recently at Synchronized Chaos, Disturb the Universe Magazine, The Beatnik Cowboy, Lothlorien Poetry Journal and Black Coffee Review. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.
Wednesday, December 11, 2024
Without a Notebook By Michael Minassian
I did not write anything
down today.
I count my breaths
and sit with eyes
half closed, visualizing
a set of words
scrawled across the page,
but lacking pen or pencil
and wanting paper
as thin as air,
I imagine
what life would be like
if ink flowed in my veins
and I pricked my finger
every time a new thought
pushed its way out.
MICHAEL MINASSIAN lives with his wife in Southern New England. He is a Contributing Editor for Verse-Virtual, an online poetry journal. His poetry collections Time is Not a River, Morning Calm, and A Matter of Timing as well as a chapbook, Jack Pays a Visit, are all available on Amazon. For more information: https://michaelminassian.com
Tuesday, December 10, 2024
Once Again, America Chooses Fascism By Garrett Schuelke
"America this is quite serious."—Allen Ginsberg
No big surprise there.
Election 2024 has once again shown me that we want a country that is run by a president who did everything he could to commit a coup,
Who basically runs his own cult,
Who inspired an online cult that'll probably be reborn when he once again takes office,
Who wants the military to occupy our streets, run our borders, and round up brown people as a show of strength and illusion of safety,
Who demonizes immigrants in hopes that they'll be attacked by militias, street gangs, and white mobs,
Who collabs with Christian Nationalists to sell autographed Bibles,
Who claims that Israel has a "FINISH THE JOB" as they invade neighboring countries and lay waste to entire cities and villages,
Who proclaims they're anti-war, but then brags about all the weapons we sell to countries engaged in blatant war crimes,
Who thinks we're still the mighty capitalist empire that we can make any country bend a knee to upon threat of a sanction or tariff,
Who sincerely believes that he need to constantly present America as a threat to the world in order to get his way,
Who sincerely believes that he need to constantly present himself as a threat to the American populace in order to get his way,
A president who is mad that he doesn't get the respect and power he believes he is entitled to.
***
Election 2024 has once again showed me that we, as a populace, are proud that an attempted insurrection took place (which we then claim all who took part in it were feds after they inevitably failed),
We adore a president so damn much that, when he's obviously fucking up, we tell our friends, family, and other loved ones, with a straight face, that he has a "SECRET PLAN" to save America,
We only consider free speech something that can be used for slurs, threats, and making content where, to everyone with even a smidgen of self-awareness, comes off as unhinged, annoying, and weird,
We beg and plead for faceless, dystopian soldiers to take over the streets of major cities that we complain are the source of our small town problems (and will never visit unless it involves the chance to fuck shit up while being protected by cops),
We want pregnant women to be monitored like cattle,
We target trans folks the second they express a sliver of their true selves,
We cheer whenever Israel blows up a hospital or refugee camp, since that feeds our unquenchable thirst for Muslim blood,
We mock Native Americans as their lands are turned into hellscapes for a substance that is decimating the planet more and more each year,
We condescend to black folks, telling them they should have just "OBEYED THE LAW" when they're openly being brutalized and murdered by pigs,
We claim we're anti-war, then froth whenever the possibility that we'll get into a conflict with Iran, North Korea, Mexico, or China arises,
Who adore American war criminals, and believe we need to emulate them to win wars,
We dismiss mass shootings with thoughts, prayers, and calls for mental health services we’ll never support,
We will gladly submit to laws, policies, and changes to our lives—from healthcare, to censorship, to infrastructure, etc. —that will clearly make our lives worse, because we're so stupid, masochist, and vengeful that we'll do anything to fuck each other over in order to feel superior.
We're a populace who are mad that we don't get the respect and power we believe we are entitled to.
***
Election 2024 has once again showed that, despite being the late-thirties hardened, haunted, graying, high-blood pressured socialist I am, there's still a microscopic part of me left over from my years of being a teenage lib and optimistic, early-twenties anarchist, that believes that things will change for the better in large, quick, definitive ways.
Someone that sees the ending of something atrocious and believes, "Welp, THAT’LL never happen again."
Then the fucking thing happens again, and I fall into a despair that most often manifests an angry outbursts akin to a Patton Oswalt, David Cross, or any other 2000's-era Alt Comedy act—where I react by throwing up your arms, and screaming, "SERIOUSLY?! We're doing this shit AGAIN?! Oh, COME THE FUCK ON!!!"
I get slammed with every statistic, reasoning, ideology, historical precedent, and observations that tells me I'm wrong to feel this way.
I immediately get hopeium shot into my brain from all types of posters—from liberals doling out inspirational quotes while blaming Green Party candidates and wishing the worst to happen to oppressed populations who didn't vote for their genocider candidate, to leftists telling me that my feelings are valid, but also that I'm stupid and cringe for thinking anything better can happen within this capitalist hellhole, and to stop being a whiny pussy and organize.
The mostly rational side of me agrees that there's still hope, that things can change for the better, and that we’re all part of a long chain of working people's struggle.
It'll sink back in eventually, but until then I despair.
Not even the generally optimistic words and lyrics of Woody Guthrie, the person I look up to the most in regards to my morality, values, and hopefulness, can get me out of this funk.
***
It's so hard having socialist beliefs while feeling so goddamn hopeless most of the time.
Joe Strummer is absolutely right: People CAN change anything they want to.
Unfortunately, in America, that change is, most of the time, for FUCKING FASCISM.
GARRET SCHUELKE is a writer, podcaster, and musician that currently resides in Grand Rapids, Michigan. He is the author of the GODAN series (Bakunin Incorporated), Anamakee (Riot Forge Studios, 2016), Whup Jamboree: Stories (Elmblad Media Group, 2017), and three ebooks. He is also the host of The Garret Schuelke Podcast, The Cheeseburger Blues: An Exploration into Dad Blues Rock, and A Riot of my Own. He makes music under the moniker Neobeatglory.
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Monday, December 9, 2024
My Fake Vagina By Brian Rosenberger
In my younger years, I worked at a college bookstore,
In shipping and receiving on the 2nd floor of the building.
It suited me fine. I worked mostly alone, didn’t have to deal
With my coworkers, mostly 20-something college students
Except for the older owners in a family-owned business.
I listened to AM news and CDs of my choosing.
Boxes of books could weigh 50+ lbs.
I was 20-something and could handle it.
I could bench-press the book weight, sexism, racism,
Marital affairs, and in-house bullies with little effort.
I did say it was a family-owned business, right?
I always figured I could take the owner, his wife, his dad
In a fist-fight if needed. Their kids too.
One morning, I delivered the discarded cardboard
To the dumpster in our parking lot.
There I discovered the artificial vagina.
The dumpster was empty except for the rubber pussy.
It had become a shrine, some holy place overnight.
It may have glowed. Writer’s embellishment.
The object was smaller than a basketball. Still magical.
Abandoned, unloved, and unwanted.
Maybe, not unwanted.
It was hairless, flawless. Immaculate.
I took the pussy home.
Washed it. Loved it. Fucked it.
Repeatedly.
There’s your Happy Ending.
Friday, December 6, 2024
After You Sold My Horse and Maybe My Dog By Trish Saunders
You warned me: don’t go into this memory toolshed
In a parallel life, none of it happened
you didn’t die of ALS, you stayed married
to my mother who didn’t lose her brother,
his parachute opened safely over Lorraine,
and just why is that my middle name?
What have I to do with occupied France?
Grass under my window was trampled by tots
playing hide and seek, not by your boots.
A rifle slanting across the barn door
casts a thin shadow that looks like you. It’s not.
I haven’t seen my appaloosa mare in weeks,
my poodle, too, is missing, it’s been a long while
since I heard his tail thumping on the rug.
Did any of this happen? I can no longer be sure.
I’ve been practicing saying, “fuck off” to old photos
in case anyone in them is still alive, or maybe
I’ll leave flowers on some stranger’s grave.
Trish Saunders hates an oxford comma. She was fired from her last editing job.
Thursday, December 5, 2024
Angels and outlaw ballads By Dennis Moriarty
The fire is fed, the whisky poured, the joint rolled.
I sip and inhale
watching a clock that does not tick, a pendulum
that does not swing,
time tonight is my best friend. I sing along to an
outlaw ballad,
my finger poised on the trigger of an imaginary
gun, a midnight showdown.
The room shimmers in the firelight, the hearth
a stage occupied
by a seventies dance troop of angels gyrating
with the devil.
I hear spiders spinning their webs in darkest
corners, openly mocking.
Suddenly the clock begins to tick, the pendulum
begins to swing
between sanity and madness, time is a two faced
lying bastard.
I squeeze the trigger and the song lays dying
on my lips,
the angels scream and melt into the devils arms.
The fire spits and hisses
like a bad tempered snake on speed. The glass
is drained, the joint is smoked.
Wednesday, December 4, 2024
Struggle Bus By Alex S. Johnson
Take the wheel she
said this
Will not move. The ruts
exhaled a bittersweet smell
It did not smell like victory.
Whoever, eventually, in this case
it's you,
Dies alone. Mourning the gradual
decay of their faculties and
The perfume of pre-morbid
Death.
A slab of marble already
etched in
Heaven
With words that singe, black
Imperishable
A spiral of dark
Energy driving it down
like sex
Over and over and over.
Alex S. Johnson is a journalist, dark fiction author, poet, editor and publisher. A few of his books are THE DOOM HIPPIES, DOCTOR FLESH, BIZARRELY DEPARTED, FREAKS OF HELL, BUREAU OF DREAMS, THE FLOWERS OF DOOM and SKULL VINYL. He runs Nocturnicorn Books, does THE SMOL BEAR N' PICKLES YOUTUBE SHOW with his partner Alea Celeste Wiliams, and has inhabited a body lacerated with terrible pain for the past seven years. He lives in Carmichael, California with his family.
Tuesday, December 3, 2024
Proverbs 32 By Catherine Zickgraf
Wise women have said
don’t play with scary friends.
Don’t run straight for a path of distress
if you already see where it goes.
And if your young eyes are still opening,
remember don’t play with danger.
Wise women have warned you,
and they’ve lived enough you can trust
they see around some corners.
Listen:
don’t bond your spirit with evil people
who will abandon you so deep
in the darkness you’ll never be seen again.
Wise women have said
choose your paths wisely because
you can’t go back to where you began.
Two lifetimes ago, Catherine performed her poetry in Madrid. Now her main jobs are to write and hang out with her family. You can find her in the Bluesky. Watch and read more at www.caththegreat.blogspot.com
Monday, December 2, 2024
Morning Ghazal By Wendy Cartwright
Tart sour locks up churning guts, relieved only
by bitter in the back of my throat, hold on,
chased with sweet nicotine, deep breaths,
ruminations, and all I can think is hold on.
Marching band in my skull, sousaphone bells
clang against one another in rhythm, hold on,
with clarinet reeds chipped by preteen braces
and too little spit, just trying to hold on.
Fists clenched around palms full of air,
The only way I know to hold on.
Wendy Cartwright is a poet/author/photographer/
Sunday, December 1, 2024
Extinction By Manny Grimaldi
I once sacrificed everything in the world for her,
my sales cases filled with cold leads and racing magazines.
Ledgers a jumble of numbers drawn up the middle
and edges burned—I’m as solid a failure
at slinging vacuum cleaners as ice cubes bragging
they could resist mint, bourbon, sugar and heat.
Not having a sale and needing one fluffs me up,
pulls my soles up through my shoes on to the back
of my teeth where I stop, a worrisome son of man.
I can’t talk my talk with her anymore—a clown fish
in an anemone put off by the searching fingers inside
her thoughts waving in the salt. She’s gone.
Now, I am a meaningless collection
of vinyl records to entice you near me for a night
of salacious boogie-butt screwing—the Grappelli,
the Reinhardt, the Brubeck, the Davis, the Coltrane,
the Mingus, Queen and the Tubes—but still I do better.
I find stillness deep in a world made for love,
a field of swept roots and tubers and dewy lettuces.
It’s that I’m tired, talking about talking about talking
about being a man. I feel like a ghost in need of security.
Planting a bed. Burying. Slow the beat. Blues and roots
fill me. Memories of pause.
Manny Grimaldi is a father of two beautiful children that receive letters in the mail from him when he isn’t with them, and a Kentucky poet. He is the author of the full length poetry collection Riding Shotgun with the Mothman, and chapbook ex libris Ioannes Cerva (anonymus scriptus). During the year he also serves as managing editor for Lexington, Kentucky’s Yearling Poetry Journal under Workhorse Writers.
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